Saetter`s translation of Saechan`s Blog 29/05/13“Don’t want to regret! My feelings which have been forgotten” 2013-05-29 11:26:03
Hello \ (^ o ^) / ☀ ️
The other day, I went to Shanghai for the first time since January this year ☆
I could appear a little on the live stage of SNH48 at the time of MC (^O^)
Live performance could have ended smoothly thanks to all of the warm-hearted fans .
I could see the faces of the members who couldn’t appear on the stage because of her injury, who did her best to the full extent of her powers and who worries about such members. And also I thought they showed me the unity power of SNH48 more and more, so I felt lonely a little as well as glad.
As themselves, they already made up one group.
I was suprised to find that I couldn’t easily talk to them when I saw them the other day.
It may be early yet, but one year will have passed in a few months since my transfer to SNH48 was annouced.
After all I feel very vexed with myself who can’t do anything;_;, and very vexed with myself who can’t even make an effort;_;.
But I’ll do my best as a member of SNH48 as much as I can.
I’ll never give up the hope of performing with the members on the same stage.
One month has passed since I held a concurrent position.
There is no many changes, but my mind is not clear yet.
But I’ll do!! I’ll do because that is the only I can do!!!
Because I only have one life to live, I hate to do nothing but regret(^ ν ^) ✨
By the way, I also had some photo shootings of the magazines in Shanghai ☆ ☆
They photographed me very cutely, so please wait until they are finished!( ´ ▽ ` )ノ
Umm, anyway you can’t check them (^. ^) haha❤ ️
I could recognize how significant the presence of Mariyannu is for me now again.
Above all, I can feel calm and I can forget everything while I am with Mariyannu.
This is because two of us are always laughing, isn’t this?(=´∀`)人(´∀`=)
I thank Mariyannu very very much.
So today I put pictures with Mariyannu and with members of SNH48! (^ Ν ^)
And„,.
My family appeared in my dream today.
I had a dream for the first time in a while.
My families were on good terms also in a dream.
And my grandmother also appeared in my dream.
I burst into laughter at her cute and funny stories.
My grandmother always appears when I have a trouble thing or have a little thinking. .
After all she is always taking care of me.
What I’ve forgotten these days.
“I’ll do my best for my grandmother.”
I’ve forgotten this feeling.
I’ll do my best again with this feeling in my mind!!!(^ Ω ^)
And Finally.
For my fans.
I’ve received all your feelings very very much. So please don’t overdo it(o ^ ^ o)
I’m OK because I believe in all of you until the very last moment ^ _ ^
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